In the last few weeks I have come to realize that I need to be more present. I’m always thinking about the next thing and thinking beyond what I can reach. It’s overwhelming trying to concentrate on everything, so I am going to slowdown and focus on the things right in front of me. Starting a business is something we are all encouraged to do, but the beginning is so scary! The constant not knowing. The worry that I may have to go work for someone else again terrifies me. I really don’t want to work for anyone else. I am over that way of earning money. Running a business is serious work. I’m not going to fill myself with doubt. All I can do is try my fucking best.
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